I grew up in an abusive home that was emotionally tormenting and unsupportive. Since childhood I was intuitive and could never feel safe sharing that information. Occasionally I would meet someone, mention something, and get the looks. Even when I found safety by leaving at 18, I wasn’t safe to speak. Friends and family called me crazy. I’ve been told I need medical help. I’ve been made fun of my whole life for who I am, how I live, and what I do.
For a time in my early 20s there were some friends who understood. But they didn’t either.
As one has said, “People experience weird shit when they are around you.”
Many had experiences and denied them later. Some woke up to the idea the world is magical, but never quite understood. Then I started waking more, working more, and began vibrating higher to where I lost many people. Plus the introduction of a negative karmic relationship. I went into a depression.
I stopped working with most of spirit, blaming it for my life. I allowed guides to talk, but didn’t listen, staying in a negative 11 yr relationship far longer than I should have. I allowed Fae to be around, ignoring the rest. Then I wanted out. I wanted better. I went to a counselor.
She asked in our first session. “If you could change one thing, what would you change?”
“What would you do?” Without thinking, I said…
“Write?” It was a question and a statement. I had never given it much thought.
It took me 5 more years before I decided to finally start writing. 5 years, a lot of work, a lot of counseling, and a lot of spiritual development.
Then I wrote. Fury, my third book and first published, released in November 2018. I was 33 years old.
Then they came, the guides, the ETs, and everyone who had tried to work with me for years. “Please help us. Write our books.”
My vibration raised. I freed myself from that negative relationship.
They said, “You’re now unchained. Nothing can stop you.”
I went to work.
I’ve written 20+ books, multitudes of articles, and created more content in 4 years than I could ever imagine living in a depressed, stunted, unsupported, lonely state for the first 33 years of my life. The last four years have been the most spiritually magical and chaotic ever. The chaos shook me free. It broke my chains. It unleashed my soul. I am now free.
What’s the point?
You’re not alone. You may feel alone, but you are not.
No matter what your age or state of being, you are capable of breaking your chains. It’s a choice to take baby steps in one direction. Baby steps over four years, five if you count 2017 as an idea year, and almost 10 total, to get to where I am today. I’m 37 years old and can see the momentum of my work snowballing.
You can do it too. You’re not alone. Others have been there. If we made it, you can make it. I love you! We love you!
Be you! Be authentic! Love yourself!
Put one foot in front of the other and pull yourself into a new life. Seek others who can help—spiritually, mentally, physically, or emotionally, whatever needs help. Many of us have been there. We understand. You aren’t alone.
WE LOVE YOU! – Will and friends
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